an encounter

july 18,2008

so far, this day could be included on my own roster of happiest days of my mundane existence. i am not really used to classifying days by what had happened, but today is only peculiarly special. a short, intimate distance to the one you like, and a worthwhile, getting-to-know-each-other talk as a perk will do. i could not help but be flustered by a comely, adolescent lady a few centimeters away from me, while unknowingly sniffing copious quantity of some compatible pheromones coming from her. an internal meltdown ensued, as if my organs desisted from functioning, or the heavens did crumble into obliteration as the Earth imploded. I might fall for her for the nonce, yes, I might probably. Or did I already? her expressive eyes speak of fervent ardor and affectionate warmth I myself do not know. I am ensnared and enthralled on a superb yet delicate intricacy of nature's law- the law of attraction. yes, indeed it was, and i have the right to impute this selfish sentiment to nature, but I will never do it, and I will never be indignant and rueful for being a victim. I want to pursue the path, I want to suffer the inevitable outcomes, i want to enjoy the temporal glee of love, I want her. I like her.